Mannequin and “Love & Hip Hop” star Jessica White is grappling with the devastating aftermath of a current being pregnant loss.
In a prolonged and emotional Instagram put up shared Sunday, Dec. 14, the 41-year-old actuality TV star revealed that she misplaced the child boy she was anticipating along with her fiancé, Nathan Wong.
The put up featured a video montage documenting her being pregnant journey, together with clips of White cradling her child bump on the seaside, capturing her rising stomach at residence, attending physician’s appointments, and sharing tender moments with Wong all through the months main as much as the loss.
“Makoa Aaru Preston Wong, my dearest boy, you arrived with the facility of affection and reworked every little thing about me,” White wrote. “You gave Mommy the dear reward of feeling life inside and impressed me to turn into one of the best model of myself. I fought relentlessly to maintain you protected, however my womb couldn’t maintain you.”
White went on to share that she has been “engulfed in deep despair” since shedding her son. She additionally praised Wong for remaining “robust and regular” whereas caring for each her and Makoa all through the troublesome expertise.
“My love for you has grown even deeper,” she continued, including that she is going to “without end cherish having you as my finest pal and protector.”
White, a longtime vogue mannequin finest recognized for her work with Victoria’s Secret, additionally appeared on season 11 of VH1’s “Love & Hip Hop Atlanta” in 2023, the place she was open about her private struggles and relationships. She and Wong introduced their engagement in October, sharing photographs and video from a romantic beachside proposal. The couple had not but publicly disclosed that they had been anticipating.
The loss marks one other heartbreaking chapter in White’s fertility journey. She has beforehand spoken candidly about experiencing a number of miscarriages, together with throughout her previous relationship with Nick Cannon, in addition to the emotional toll of her ongoing struggles to conceive. Final yr, she revealed she was starting IVF.
Reflecting on her most up-to-date loss, White wrote of Wong, “Collectively, we all know what must be performed subsequent time. Makoa is watching over us and can without end stay our biggest trainer.”
She added, “He visits me in goals, resting eternally in my coronary heart as my firstborn.”
